After much soul searching, prayer, meditation, and reflection, I have decided to leave Islam. I know many of you may want to try to convince me to stay, but this is something I have to do. I used Christianity, and now Islam, as a guard, something to hide behind instead of facing my problems.
Islam has taught me so much about being a good person, living well, and loving God, which I will not stop. I am simply not in a place to be calling myself a Muslim and am not in a proper state of being to contribute to the Ummah.
I pray that you all will continue living happy and healthy spiritual lives. Do not take my leaving as a sign of any imperfection in Islam, but as an imperfection of myself.
Insha’Allah, one day I will return to this wonderful religion, but for now I need to step away and deal with myself.
I will not be deleting this blog for the time being because it is of use to so many people, but I may decide differently in the future.
Please do not message me, but please make Du’a that God guides me down the path He sees fit.
Thank you all for being so wonderful.